Umm, remember like 4 days ago when I said:
Luckily, I have been through this before and know that it will pass eventually. Until then I will probably be bitchy, and also resentful towards people who don’t have to try to be a healthy weight. Damn them.
Totally bitchy today.
And now I am also resentful toward people who can get through a 75 minute spinning class without nausea. Damn them and their skinny legs.
So clearly, I was in a bad mood yesterday, and am similarly attitude-ated right now. I still blame the turning down of the junk food (even with my pizza interlude. damn.) Also, I need more sleep.
How about that yesterday post? Pretty negative shit in there. But really, I had planned to use my flex points Saturday for pizza/wii day, and did. I skipped my 15 km run due to exhaustedness / I didn’t wanna, but I was hardly “lazy”. I did some weight lifting, grocery shopping, cleaning, and packed my lunch and gym bag for today. Sure, I went a little overboard on the chips on the weekend, but that doesn’t mean my whole week was all for naught.
I am trying to re-frame here. Still actually grumpy though, to be all honest and shit.
